If this were my suicide note of what should I write?
If I were standing upon a precariousledge at this moment watching people continue on their daily lives what should I have them know about me?
If I was within my room with a loaded gun aimed at my heart of what pain should I address?
If this were my suicide note of what should I write?
Perhaps I could write about my experiences, but in the end what would that matter? Everyone knows my story, everyone one has met someone like me and everyone understand that others have lived before me that were just like me.
Maybe I can relate how I was always alone and afraid, but in the end those who are alone and afraid are suffering because of thier own inhibitions. I never trully felt lonely. I have always realized some people cared for me.
I could write about a greater level of understanding that I have found, but that would be selfish to kill myself… I woud rather spread it to the world.
If this were my suicide note of what should I write?