1. I think my life would be better with all my family far away.

They’re really more trouble than they’re worth, they expect me to be everything that all of them want me to be, and I never get anything for my successes, and only get criticized for my failures.

2. I think I’m doing something I’m not intended to do.

I’m not good at Psychology, why would the Creator expect me to do something I’m really not good at?

3. I worry that I’ll never merit/deserve the love of my boyfriend, even when he says he doesn’t deserve me.

4. Even though it’s my worst fear, I often imagine the things I would do if I were a man that I feel that I can’t, because I’m a woman.

Like become president, be a serial killer, go into the military, or do a bunch of interesting factory-type jobs, as opposed to having a career.

5. I think that if I follow my interests, it will be very bad for the world and society overall.

My number one aspiration has always been to take over the world, and thusly establish world peace.