I still cry about people who died a long time ago too. Your grandfather must have been a really special guy because only truly special people can make you cry long after they are gone

Hooray for #5! Seriously, schooling pays off in the end, and actually enjoying it can help a lot. And on #3, I hadn’t really been in love until my early 20’s. It’s probably for the best since most of your peers (ie, people you might fall in love with) are probably too immature right now anyway.
LoA

Don’t worry about #3. At this age, it’s probably best. You’re most likely finding yourself, and haveng a serious relationship could very well effect that, you know? Sort of mold you? Which isn’t always a BAD thing…just you should do it on your own.
Agreed on #4

Yuck! Typo! I do know how to spell “having”. Apologies.

##4
not to sound suicidal or anything.. but i disagree. sometimes i just want to go to sleep for an extreeeemely long time. i’d be frozen and then wake up when things aree muchh betterr. my daddy yelled at me for admitting that onee.