I’ve just finished highschool and everything in my life is turning upside down so I guess its appropriate to just vent a little.

1. I’m deathly afraid that I will not amount to anything. That I wont become somebody when I enter the world. It frightens me daily.

2. Recently I have become very self conscious and awkward around others

3. I often think about what would be said at my funeral and most importantly, what song would play.

4. I have realised who my real friends are.

5. I dont express my feelings to those that matter the most and often end up hurting people because of it. I dont know how to fix it. And then expect them to know there is something wrong and ask about it. It has led me down many dark roads.