As the blood trickles down my wrist, i scream into the darkness of the night. It doesnt do me any good cause no one gives a damn about me anymore…not even my boyfriend! All i ever did was say i love you to him and he just left me and i havent seen him since…i mean i know that those words can be harsh at some moments but i didnt undersand…we fell hard and it was like we were floating…but im not sure if it was me who got up back on my feet or if it was him…i dont even care about myself and i just layed there…was i supposed to get up,or am i supposed to just lay there and live the lie im in and be nothing in anybodys life…my best friend doesnt even care about me ever since i dated her exboyfriend…or if it was cause i became the bitch i am now? i’ll have to pay more attention to the loved ones in my life…i mean i had to move to another state just because no one respected me…and i had to leave the love of my life… thats what made me start being emo an doing all this emo shit…i can change…