There was a crisp and cold air around the docks. Everyone had left for the day but me. I was just to upset to go home so I stayed and listen to the fog horns blow and the ships pass by the light house.

I could not believe he would hurt me this way, all we have been through. Dan was very special to me and he knew it.

The way he left was just as cold as the water that slaps against the pier. It was getting late and I could not face going home so I sat there stairing off into the deep murky water wondering why, and what could I have done differently in the realtionship.

I just wanted to slip away and never come back. The water was calling me to come closer, the pull along with my emotional state was over powering me. “Would anyone even miss me?” Tears streamed uncontrollable as I felt my self rampling on about sadness and dispear. He had really hurt me and I do not know if I will ever beable to bounce back from all of what happend.

He told me he was not attracted to me anymore, and at that moment.