#4 and #3 i can completely relate to.

Oooo, anything I say about #2 can only make it worse. But I see where you are coming from.

about #2: dont be ashamed! Until about 2 months ago, i was terrified of werewolves, lol. I’d always pull the covers over my head, only resurfacing to breath, and eventually to sleep. And about #4: I was too! I was stubborn, and believed that love was for other people, not me. I was wrong, and Im happier than anything now =P.