dont want to be alone anymore
I cant stand it.

Dont want to feel misunderstood anymore
I need understanding

I don’t remember the last time I was really really happy
I need to remember what that was like

I don’t want to hurt anymore
I need to remember what true happiness felt like

I wish I could feel alive, experience emotions so bold and vivid that words are lost on how to describe it.

I really really wish i remembered what real happiness felt like.