If I had known how much it would hurt to lose you
You’d still be the one I gave my heart to
If I had known our dreams would fall
I would still have given you my all
If I had know it wouldn’t last
I still would cherish what has passed
If I’d known the winter that followed your spring
I still would not regret a thing

Love is the most imperfect and complicated thing. I thought I understood. I thought it was clear when he held me, when we laughed when I looked into those dark brown eyes. That fell away. Differences, disagreements and dreams got in our way. Now none of it is clear. I can only ask for God’s grace to help me and keep me strong. I can only believe that there is a true love for me, and that if I follow my heart I will find him.
I want to find my own happiness. At the same time I can’t be afraid to love. Love for all its imperfections is wonderful, and I would never want to shut my heart to it. Even the wrong guys have something to teach you.

Please sequel with your own thoughts.