I wake up… It is there… i can feel it clawing at the essence of my soul. Hatred… anger… regret… fighting to keep what was once prominent down…
Two powerful forces… I need to stop thinking about It… tears well in my eyes as a war rages inside of me… Every day… nonstop, it’s always there… i can hear it… “it’s easy, just dont resist…” yet i still fight it every day… I fear that one day it will take me once again… I can never detroy it, for it’s part of me… I can only fight it and keep it from controling me again…
The only weapon I have is love…