As she unbuttoned her shirt, I could feel an unusual feeling come across me. It was a feeling similar to fear, like death is about to come for you. At the same time, it’s more like I’m unsure of what I should do next, like a virgin with an older woman. Funny, I think, she’s two years my junior. As she unhooks her bra, I realize that I’m nervous. Who normally could get a beautiful woman like this to devote themselves to him? As I pondered this question, she began to take off her heels.

Wow, her body is beautiful, I thought. She must have read the expression on my face because she stopped unbuttoning her pants to kiss me. It was a deep, passionate calming kiss, deliberately slow and steady, as if there was a kinda rhythm to it. As she continued kissing me, she put lightly grazed her hand across the left side of my head. She stopped kissing me to play with my ear and looked at me, asking, “Are you ok?” I realized what was wrong now. “Delilah, let’s go out on a date instead tonight. Let’s have fun.” She smiled.