I am falling
crashing through the abyss
made of my mistakes.
All of my struggles,
and strife,
and tears,
just to climb back up
only end up pushing me back down.

My existence is despised,
even in my own mind.
I represent those who
have never even had a chance
to give a reason for failure,
although this reason
is quite simple.

I am left speechless
but not because of others
Because by fearing another mistake,
I have silenced myself.
self-treachery…..
That is my mistake