I have always been one to tell people dont start something that you can’t finish.

When I started this I didnt know that I was starting something that we wouldn’t be able to finish. When he and I started talking last year I didn’t know all the facts about him and grant it I know that I’m not to know everything about him in the beginning.

I wish that he was able to balance the two, so that I could know that it truly wouldnt work out between of instead of us having to end it we had to; that’s what gets me the most. We didnt want to end it we had to end it.

Just when I think that you are done you come back into the picture with things from last year. You always have the perfect timing of when I think Im going to move on and just see you when I see you. It doesnt help that you were to come back 2 semesters in a row. So then I dont want to move on because you are coming back but then you dont show. Then everyone asks me about him. Its just hard to stop with you; your everywhere and no where at the same time.