I sit here time and time again thinking about relationships and crushes and after what happens to me time & time again, I’ve decided not to focus on that part of my life anymore. See I get tired of throwing myself out there and getting hurt. Why do I only get attention when I do something dirty but when I just simply want to chill or just cuddle, I’m not good enough? Am I not good enough for these people? Since this theory of mine has been proven again & again, I’m going to slide back into my corner and not be bothered with it. Damn, I never thought I would say this but I give up on love, and what makes me sad is that I really believe it.