“That woman was using up or money.”

im guessing that is a typo

yes it was

anger,such hate.. then surprise the love comes through impressive writting.

aww thats sad too. i think he’s hiding it, like its easier to hate her than to miss her

A few misspellings, and I think some sections would benefit by being broken up into separate paragraphs, but it’s very powerful.

its a she

This is really good. Other than what everyone else has already mentioned (which can be corrected with an edit) Overflowing with emotion.

And a good description of the most complicated type of grieving, getting over the loss of someone for whom we have conflicted emotions. Very easy to grieve for someone you truly and wholly hate, but that smidgen of missing, that shadow of love, causes more turmoil than anything. Well done.
LoA