The sun set hours ago, but it was still light here on this planet of neverending daylight.The grass is always green, the flowers are always in bloom,and 1 or 2 of our five suns are always visible.People here are sickenly cheerful;there are bright smiles on every face.

But I’m different.I dont know why.I once shrugged it off as a birth defect,but the optimistic doctors say I am in fine health.I strongly disagree.Something really IS wrong, people are happy all the time whereas I feel pain,anger, disappointment,depression,anxious,nervous,and hate as well as the good feelings.

It is getting harder every minute to paste a fake smile on my face,when I really want to cry.But I cant, tears are illegal here, and people who are not happy 100% of the time tend to disappear,like my Uncle but Im not suppose to speak of him.

A war is being waged between what I want to do and think is right and what i am told to do and told is right,and i am curious to which side will win.