2/7/08;; "Madi"
I slipped my arm around his skinny waist.
It takes alot to phase me, I’m pretty stable..
“Are you mad at me?” he asked.
“No,” I said innocently as we began to walk.
“Oh.. Well I can’t text you anymore because I got everything taken away..”
I’m pretty sane..
“What? Why?!”
“Well..” I could hear the hesitation in his voice.
“I got pretty wasted and erm…” This, sadly, was no surprise.
”..fell asleep. I guess I threw up like everywhere… And my parents found out..”
But God do I have to loose her..
He wasn’t looking at me. I laughed bitterly and pushed him away before pulling him back.
“Zach! That’s how people die! You choke on your own vomit. People die that way. Zach!!” I felt giddy.
“I’m not gonna die,” he half chuckled half sighed.
I’m lookin for a pattern..
“God,” I cried. He then went off towards his ride and me to mine.
Can’t we just dissapear..
But I couldn’t get it off my mind.
I gotta hopeless crush..
He could have died.
He could have died.