Must be wishin on someone else star.
your ficlet reminds me of a Bryan White song, about everywhere he looks, it’s lovers that he sees, and why cant he have what everyone else has…at one time or another we’ve all felt like this.. doesnt make it less sad for you, but you’re young chances are great you’ll find the love you seek.

Dearheart, it’ll come. “You can’t hurry love. No, you’ll just have to wait.” It’s a great teacher of patience. I know, Valentine’s Days aren’t fun for singles. Just find a couple other single friends and resent it together. I know I did that one day. I can assure you, wishes actually come true. So keep wishing, dear. And you’re not pathetic. We all have our moments.
LoA

I believe that SoF sums up my thoughts exactly. I know I’ve felt like this, and I also know that I get over it. Thinking stuff like that does not make you pathetic, my dear. After all, the world would be a pretty lonely place without love.