well all done. had to get it out. ...guess just one of those weird moments. ...if i am odd…so be it…if i am nasty…so be it…no matter what the hell i am ….accept it…because there is more…way more …. of anything i wish to write. if you dont like it…read it again but read it different…( as in tempo, pauses, acceleration..) in my mind if you cant make something that is nothing worth more than half of your time even if you put more in it to feel that way now….so be it. dont be lazy then move to criticize. i am beautiful and my mind is mine. my words i let you read whom ever doesnt really matter to me…i’m just glad that i was able to express myself…if anyone still wishes to criticize … o.k. i dont mind. but i do in a way. but then i remember…why should i care what you think. you obviously werent trying to understand my moments ….