The sun set hours ago, but there was still light outside. As I sit outside evaluating my life all I could think of was my childhood. How everyone in my childhood was a lie. How everyone betrayed me. “I’ll be there for you, thick and thin.” What a lie. I have been alone all my life and I am finally figuring that out now. I can’t believe how stupid I was, so gulliable. I am the black sheep of my family so there is no one to run to. I’m crying out for help but no one is listening. I wonder if the world would be better off without me…....