Watch

Watch me lash out,
As I scream in vain,
Watch as I make you,
Feel all of my pain.

Watch me suffer,
As I loose control,
Loose contact with reality,
And contact with my soul.

Watch me scream in anger,
In pain, hurt, and agony,
Watch as I forget it all,
Everything to do with me.

Watch as I go crazy,
Watch as I do it all,
Watch me helplessly,
Watch me as I fall.

Watch me as I’m shaken,
By what I’ve just become,
Watch me as I’m startled,
By what I have just done.

Watch as I start crying,
And breakdown in front of you,
Watch me as I loose it,
I want to become someone new.

Watch as I start to heal,
Slowly but surely it’s true,
Watch me start over,
Watch me forget you.