Every time I think, every time I feel, and every time I see something I get blown away. It seems like I never know what to do anymore. I feel so helpless and confused, sometimes I just wanna lay down and cry. I wish I could smile and pretend to be happy, but I refuse, cause I don’t want to play any more games with my mind. I don’t know, I just don’t know , how to even look anymore. I just feel like a physical being that was just placed here, with absolutely no purpose. What should I fucking do? Huh? I am fucking asking YOU , where should I go from here. What is the damn reason for me even being alive, here and now, at this particular moment? I am lost, and I can’t find my way back to sanity. I always find myself asking irrational questions. I’m always doing retarded things that don’t make any damn sense. Yet, in all the midst of my confusion, you never let me down myself, you… never give up on me. Your always saying, things happen for a reason. So tell me why, I feel lost in the depths of my own mind?