2/16/08;; "The Way She Feels"
she’s upset, bad day..
The screen was littered with fingerprints but I managed to read “New Messages!” and click on the link.
drive the pain away, nothing good can come with this..
The subject read “i hate you” Oh goody! This oughtta be interesting.
she closed her eyes..
“Body: first off, you’re the most fucking hideous piece of shit ive ever seen. second, stop spreading shit about me. im not ugly or slutty; thats you. :] so please, please – everyone will be glad to see you go – go die.”
no right, she screams. The anger runs down both her cheeks..
I took a jagged deep breath and blinked a few times. I couldn’t just laugh about this one. I’m tired.
found relief in a knife..
The whole fucking story was screwed up.. Which ‘friend’ had spread and twisted it this time? Probably the one that did it the last three fucking times.
the deeper you cut, it only getss worse..
The worst part? I couldn’t, can’t, won’t tell anyone.
This is high school afterall and I’d end up digging a bigger hole