She leans in for a kiss. I hold on to the fact that are lips haven’t touched.
She stares at me with a cold look.
“Is there something wrong.”
The lips moves the words slithers out but i blank out every word.
“Do you not want this or is something bothering you.”
Shes the coldest girl on this planet and my heart is tangled up in her web.
Her love is like poison. And i seem to be attracted to the taste of it.
I cannot hold back long enough.
I need to let go of her.
But the longer she stays away the more i fall in love with her.
She will not stop till she has my soul wrapped around her finger.
“No”
I can not take this any more.
I get up from the place where are love was suppose to commence.
I run away from the place. Knowing that love will always be following right behind me.
I sit in my room wondering what is right and what is wrong.
I drink away the night i swallow night time pills.
I do not wake from my sleep.
Have i found peace or just misery in life.