Whatever is said about your first love is so true.. You never forget them they leave a deep impression on your mind and your heart.

I have had lost mine several years ago.. And it still haunts me. Every once in a while I will think about him, and reflect. I have searched the internet to see if he is still around. Any trace of him.. That he is still out there somewhere.

I recently recieved an email from a social networking site, and emblazoned on the top was his name. It was a whisper to me, the words new info pre-empted his name. And I so wish that there was some truth, to this email. And not just an attempt to sell membership. How could these sites play with peoples emotions like that.

The love of my life is a man that I knew in highschool, I have wrote about him before. He remains an unsolved mystery to me. And I thought to myself, one day when I move away, will I lose all feelings for him. And his name will just become a name. And when I see it, It wont resurrect any emotions. It will have left me.