I feel unable to do anything… i want to love her, and be with her… though I may have rushed, not knowing what I was doing… She made me smile when I thought of her…
Damn myself for rushing…
Miss? No, never… missing is self pity, and i most certainly won’t allow myself to be drowned in it. I can’t allow my heart to love when nothing is settled…
Why did I move so quickly?!
After all, I am her first… but how long this will last i am not sure… all im sure of is that it will only be real when we both stop worrying and bathe in the true feelings we share for each other…
She makes me smile… and though she doesn’t know it, she holds my heart as well…