“When i was a little girl i use to always sneak out of my home and walk upon the abandon train tracks. I always thought one day i would be free from the work and from the daily run rounds. ” Susan said.

“You know i never bin so scared in my life but being scared is the only thing that is left inside of me that makes me feel like a human.” Susan said.

We sat all night long on a abandon train cart and watched as the animals run free for the very first time in so many years.
I could lie to myself and not notice how beautiful the girl i had met in that small village was. But what good would that give me.

She slept most of the mourning snoring like no one was there to listen on her.
I couldn’t sleep and i didn’t need to rest. Just another thing i left back in the past.

Susan had awoken up by her own screams she was fearing the past in her dreams she was sweating out a rain forest.
I tried my best to comfort her.
But sadly am less of a man then i use to be.
Being left alone for so long left me hollow and dark.