I kept talking, and I don’t even know why. I gave up connecting with people after Colorado. Oh god, I just said that. I guess I really just need to get this all out.
Me:...So I’ve lived in Pennsylvania, California, Texas, Colorado, Ohio, Michigan, Utah, Maine, Nevada, Louisiana, New York, Florida, and now Nebraska.
He was silent for a moment. Him:Wow.
Me(suddenly angry):Wow? No, it’s ridiculous.And you know what’s even worse? Ever since Colorado I’ve made it my goal to get a boyfriend, take a picture of him and add him to this collage I have.The only state I don’t have a boyfriend from is California. I call them by the state their from so I don’t have to remember their names, and if they try to stay connected with me after I leave, which has only happened twice, I ignore them. I won’t answer my phone,e-mail, facebook.And I’ve become an expert at changing my school Network. I can hack into it and change it now so I don’t even have to make any friends.
I started crying, when I felt something warm around me.