heart beats
it’s tru he does still love me, i didnt kno that we went that far… he has a gf but he loves me still, obsessive freak, i dont h8 him but i dont want 2 love him agian, bcuz i dont want 2 get hurt agian, he’s too far away, but i feel that funny feeling in my chest agian thinking about wat he sed.. nd the sudden urge 2 pick up my phone nd listen 2 his voice agian on the message nd hearing him say i love you to me, his gf knos he still loves me every1 knos. i just wish i never met nick who started all of this rediculous carap, i want 2 talk 2 him in person, if he bcums single nd promisses not 2 play me, i mite, i just mite, start over. wat will my friends think… i thot i was over him….