I had let Susan down.
She was in the hands of evil.
I was living in my own hell.

As I tried to get ahead the people kept adding up and blocking my way.
I had to get threw but it was too much of a task.

I had turned around and hoped onto my horse the people who were blocking me tried to get me as well but I had rode away and far into the desert.

I had no clue what has happened.
Father I have failed.

I can’t handle this task no longer.
I have gotten weak.
I am not the man you have taught.
What am I suppose to do.
Will you answer my pleas father?
I have surrender.

The night came and didn’t seem to leave. I had not known what to do about Susan.
I wanted some answer my father had not answered my pleas I knew I was forever alone unless I come to terms with my soul and sanity.