i cant believe i did it again. again. it happens every time, and i cant believe i didnt see it coming! im so stupid! how could i fall in too deep? why does this aleays happen to me? Now im sitting here feeling stupid while he’s off having a good time with the love of his life! Here i am again, crying and typing another sad story, all because of him. Here i am again, wollowing in pity and self-doubt, all because of him. Here i am again, trying to fall out of love.