The difference in his smile was the fact that he was caring with his smile. He was actually thinking about me instead of “me.” He sat there while we exchanged smiles for around thirty seconds (it felt like thirty minutes.) After a few minutes, he told me a joke about dumb blondes and I laughed. Then he said, “I love your laugh.” Then I began to consider commitment. For the next two hours we talked through dinner. I said that I should probably get going….... Through the whole date I was thinking about commitment, even though he is married. Then he leaned in to kiss me…........