A lot to think about, but nicely tied in with the last line.

i dont understand how u could know this about him, understand what he does to you, and still choose to be with him, whatever amber, i feel sorry for you amber, having to pay for his problems, but if thats what u want then i cant stand in the way, or near you ever again, its hurts immensley to say it, but i will always love you, but i cant talk to you anymore, my heart is aching to hold you once more, but its not possible, im sorry about the dress, i regret not being able to see how beautiful u are in it

well put… i have no idea what blackdog meant, but he musta meant somethin. I like the quality of the person in the poem…. she must be pretty tough to stick out and feel like she’s gonna be there, but not be there to let herself get hurt.
Nice job! Luv forever
Billis
lol i could never give u lower than 5 stars