Your face is around every corner,
your voice in every dream.
With each tear I cry,
each heartbeat skipped,
you cross my mind.
I won’t forget the loving look in your eyes,
the blazing affection as you kissed me.
I failed myself as much as you,
for my days are no longer the same.
Hours I spend, staring blankly into the dark,
my mind filled with your voice.
Crying, screaming, shouting,
memories overwhelm me.
Stop it, no, please, just leave me alone,
growing louder, obscuring, no really, stop.
Just get out of my head, boy,
its tearing me apart.

For once, I long for the past,
though I know it won’t return.
The worst part is knowing that it is all my fault,
that I made the decision that is tearing me to pieces.
I haven’t lost you,
you can’t loose what you never had,
but I wish that I’d had some sense.
Just get out of my head, boy,
its tearing me apart.