sleep…
need sleep…
cant sleep…
why cant i sleep?
my head keeps going, my mind keeps racing, thinking of you, thinking of how much i want to see you, hear your voice,
tired, staying awake is the lonliest feeling in the world, there is no one else but me awake, im alone, surrounded by the darkness, made even lonlier by the fact that i know your somewhere else, somewhere that isnt near me, what am i supposed to do when i cant keep my eyes open, cant think clearly, and yet i still cant sleep
when i do finally fall into bed from sheer exhaustion, after days of staring at the ceiling in the darkness
i dream of you
i can see you, touch you, even smell your hair, in my dreams, my only respite from the loneliness are my dreams, an even that i have to fight for
sleep, cant i even sleep without thinking of you?
is there nothing i can have, havent i given you enough?
im too tired to think about you, too tired but i cant stop
im too tired to sleep