Laura wanted marriage and kids with me. Don’t get me wrong that is great all and all, but where I am in life I could not think I was able to handle such a task.
And here is Sara 19 and out of high school, she is wanting a future in the world but not a relationship just a man to be there when life gets her down. Yet again I can’t see me being that man.

I have a desire for the both of them.
But my life has turned into a roller coaster of something I can not understand.

Sara was so beautiful when she came to my house on Halloween it was the one date I remember so clearly, she was in her pink fluffy dress and wore a white t-shirt with blood on it. She called her the lost princess. I had whispered into her ear that I wish I could be her lost prince.
She had smiled and winked with those starlet eyes of hers.

The times we spent where certainly the highlights in my life!