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Sorry

im sorry, A.L.A
i want to talk to you, so badly, i want to tell you that i love you so much, that i dont ever want to leave you, that i would walk through hell for you, that i would die with a smile on my face and no regrets in my heart if you asked me to
so many things are happening right now, so many things going through my mind, so much anger and with nobody to focus it on
i had hoped so much to be yours, hoped that i would have someone to hold me and tell me everything is fine, hoped that i would be able to be near you, the only place where i felt at ease, the only place where my anger left me for happiness
your very prescence soothes my soul, i no longer feel lost when i am with you
im so sorry A.L.A, the life that i tried to piece together is falling down around me, and you were the one person that i could hope for, and believe in, ive lost that too
i dont want to be angry anymore, i dont want rage to dictate my life, and when i was with you, i felt like i was free of those chains, of that burden

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