I love, always i love, never requited
i am the gaurdian the one that watches others less deserving have all that i dream for
such is my curse
but it is alright, i have memories, i have the first kiss, and last kiss always in my mind
i love her
and i love her
though both have moved on
i will watch from the distance and pray, to a god that i dont believe in any longer
i will dream of what could have been
i will nurse the wounds that were inflicted out of spite
and i will always love her, i will always love my sunshine, my A.L.A

ever truly,
black dog / 
 the gaurdian