it was an akward moment

it was so perfectly akward

but it was somehow romantic. something was special about that moment, something deep down, that was covered by the akward silence.

something.

was it the fact that i was completely lost in his gaze?

something.

was it it that i was completely oblivious to everything except for him?

something.

or
was it the fact that,
in that moment,
i had fallen completely and unconditionally in love with him?