Do you ever feel out of touch with yourself? I do. Please, don’t say I’m the only one. I watch myself do horrible things, controlled by this voice, the voice of others. Can someone help me? I feel like I’m gonna loose my grip on all of these things, the things that are getting less important.

I want to get back on track. Weld the broken railing, and move on smoothly. But, will the voice ever drop out? Or will it become so deafening that I won’t be able to think, and it will start to control me?

Will they see it my way if I tell the truth? What really happened. Or will they think it is all lies? And choose to hate me even more?

I’m so afraid that I am gonna spiral out of control if this doesn’t end.

Sincerely,
Cassie Marshall

December 12, 2006

A Letter to Anyone Who Will Listen