Self Comfort
That….... I added the worst adjectives I knew after that thought.
I doubled over, clutching my stomach. I felt sick. I do not want to deal with this for the rest of the day.
C’mon, Hayden, if you feel sick, be sick! You’ll get off school for a day!
I’m not sure how I made myself do it, but I ended up puking. It’s not bulimia or anything, I felt sick anyway with a shot like that.
So, I got home. I bore you with all the details of the nurse’s office…..Oh, yeah! I forgot to tell you the kind of stricken look on Mel’s face.
Hayden, you are doing great! Not only did you get something from Mel, but You got a day off of school.
To my surprise, my self-satisfactory thoughts didn’t comfort me as much as I thought they would.
You want her, stupid.