Im sick of heartbreak
Broken love bleeding hearts
Im sick of pretending
Im sick of new starts
Im tired of pain
Uncontrollable tears
Im tried of wishing
To get rid of these fears
Im wishing for someone new
Someone that loves me for me
Im wishing for something permanent
Someone who sees like I see
I want no more goodbyes
&I just want true love
I want someone to hold
&someone to hug
Because truly Im not
&just to let you know
Im not something to be bought
So dont make stupid bets
On how long we might last
I deserve better than Ive had
&Im not proud of my past
There are certain things I want to take back
But it wouldnt be the same
I wouldnt have learned
&I wouldnt be tamed
Im sorry Im messed up
&Im sorry I lied
But I miss you so much
That I just want to die
Even with all this
I might not change what Ive done
Mistakes make us stronger
&better unless none
Take my advice
&follow your heart
Dont take them back
If you dont want a new start