Resisting
I sighed again. As if reading my mind, he spoke, “I’m trying really hard… to… resist. I won’t kill you, sister.” 
I couldn’t help it, I laughed, “Silly brother, you can’t kill me. I’d kill you,” he tensioned, so I changed tactics hurriedly, “Not that I would, obviously, but that would be… difficult… to resist.” 
He smiled, “So we are in the same boat.” 
“Not exactly,” I muttered, “I still have to decide what the hell to do with you. You are on my turf, so to speak.” 
He eyes hardened, “So you are one of them now.” 
I sighed, “Look at me, brother, do you think I just let them do this to me? Be reasonable, you know me better than that.” 
He still looked angry, but there was a curious light in his eyes now, “How does it work, exactly? How are you parts of them all?” 
I sighed, “You don’t want to know, it’s a complex story.” 
He scowled, “I’m your brother, I’ve a right to know what they’re doing to you and how they’re doing it.” 
“If I told you I couldn’t let you go.” 
He frowned, considering.