As she sat there in the car, on her way to a different life she was full of excitement for all the new possibilties. Off to a new way of life not exactly strange to her, but lost. As the car pulled into the driveway she eargerly removed her seatbelt and grabbed her things. Knowing that a beginning such as this one means an end to the feelings shes always held onto.

A few months in and she has found a sense of relief. Such a serene setting. The wind speaks to her and she listens carefully. Knowing to take the time to treasure every waking moment. Here she is with a whole family and yet she can put herself …a moment in time all alone. Should i begin to write again? ,she asks herself. I have so much to put down and yet these things are not for others to see. I wonder how he is doing?
Unable to let go of her first love, they talk once in awhile. The feelings are still there. Its been over 10 years since they were an item. They never did make love but they were in love.