Journal Entry #2
Dear journal, it’s Macy again. See I have this issue with some guys. I kind of have to pick one.

1.Shane. NO!
2. Derrick. I’m dating him, but I don’t know if I love him. Should I? Do I?
3. Macon. He’s abusive and mean and a jerk, but I think I love him. Too?

God, I don’t know what to do! Okay, Shane is completely out so the competition is between Macon and Derrick. And Derrick is my boyfriend, but I’ve known Macon longer. But Macon is an ass so I can’t love someone like him. Right?

Or am I just set for life on tormenting myself on who I love? Then again, how am I loving? I’m only in high school, I can’t find love in high school? But then, what is love? True love? I know for sure love is defiantly not the back of Macon’s car or the meadow with Derrick. Those are just places. But does that mean I need a place to love?

I honestly think I should just give up because love doesn’t seem right for me. Wait, no. Shouldn’t I be asking who is right one for me to love?