“Macy I’ll seen too much of you tortured by him to know that you can’t possibly be in love with him. But you keep making me doubt.â€? Derrick told her.

“Derrick I love you and only you. Believe me.â€? Macy said.

“I believe you enough to know that Macon is playing around, but that’s it for now. Macy just listen to me. I realize that you love me but it seems that Macon has this…hold on you that I can’t explain. It’s kind of like with Shane,â€? she winced at his name, “I don’t know, I need to thinking about it. I love you too, but I just can’t…can’t be with you right now. Not until I figure things out. I need to find out if it’s worth fighting for.â€?

“You mean me?â€? Macy asked.

“Yes.â€? He said before leaving her alone.

Once he was gone, Macy crumbled. Silent sobs again because she was disappointed about how everything had turned out. It wasn’t fair, but the one thing she forgot to remember was that it was all a part of life.

And this was the life she choose to live. Now all she had to do was fix it.