“And when I die, well…. When I die it’s gonna fuckin’ mean something. All this bullshit about normal. And that Haldol SHIT you assholes have been feedin’ me forever. Fuck that shit! What the fuck is normal? Dr. Panzer even told me that Freud said deferred desires are that much sweeter when finally achieved. So why not kill myself right fuckin’ now?! What the God Damn Mutha Fuckin’ HELL DOES IT MATTER ANYWAY ???? FUCK !”

She reached for the razor blade and placed it on her wrist.