There is always a fleeting thought
that echoes in my mind,
Can this be real .. is this a moment in time
or simply a figment of my imagination; a dream

A waking slumber
frought with the showers of sadness
belied by the sunshine that follows
forever hailing the smiles
laughter
happiness

To Hell with Smiling!

but it is an essential part of existance!
why!
Frowning as i am, because it is.
so you say!
But I do.

You have friends
yes i do
why do you
because I do
do you love them
but I do
why
because
you do!!

Am I mad?
Does my mind act a play upon me?
I do not
But you do!
I do not, you fool, I merely show you the truth!

The Truth, you say?
The truth, that you cannot dare face..
I can face what I choose..
You will not face the truth
I will face it, I say
You will not face that you feel alone

I am alone
YOu ARE NOT
There is clarity
anger
clarity
rage
friendship and clarity

You are not alone
there is a small voice…
but i am

I am always here.
Yes you are.