This Is Just To Say...
This is just to say how sorry I am.
Okay, so I have no clue how you feel, not really, and I know that sorry can’t bring him back. But sorry is all I have. It’s all I can do to help you, and I feel like I have to do something. You need help.
I know that by now, sorry must feel like a four letter word to you. So many people apologizing for something they didn’t even do. But, you know, it’s okay if you want to blame the world for a few days. He was such a good friend.
You knew him better than I did, and even I sobbed at his funeral. I just wanted to tell you that you can cry. You can laugh, too, at all of the good memories. You might feel like if you are happy, then you’re disrespecting him, but you aren’t. That’s what he would have wanted. He’d want you to be happy.
I’m sorry that you never got your chance with him. You loved him, and your biggest crime of all was not telling him. And, I’m sorry to say, you’ll never get that chance to tell him again. That’s the thing that I’m the most sorry about.