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i meant it, i still do

i meant it
i still do
what i said to you, everything i said to you
im not asking for forgivness, i understand if u dont want to forgive me, im just asking for understanding, that i never meant to hurt you
i did things that i am ashamed of
i dont know why i thought they were alright, i wasnt thinking clearly, i had so much going on in my head
i dont love the idea of love, you mean so much more to me than that, i tried to move on, and i was crucified for it, by you, and by others
if you want me to be alone, if you want me to be miserable, ill do it, ill do anything
i cant fight the way i feel about you any longer, i tried it for months before, and it drove me as crazy as trying is making me now
to be honest, ill always have something, as i sit in the dark, ill know that somewhere you are still breathing, and that those beautiful hazel eyes that i couldnt stop looking into are still there, still smiling that sad smile that captivates me
when i said what i did, i meant it
i still do
i love you

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